Thursday, November 5, 2009

Receiving from God

I had a most awesome experience in which I was at home merely hanging out, when all of a sudden, I felt God doing some type of spiritual downloads into my system. I was not trying to be drunken in His Gloray, I wasn't reading the word, simply put, He just simply started downloading things into my spirit.

That brings me to a most awesome awareness and revelation. God is not impressed, nor does He need our formulas of "praying, worshipping, reading enough books nor our works" to reach Him and have Him reach us.

When parents on earth spend time w/their children, there is no formula the child needs to do to engage that parent, (at least a healthy) parent, that is. Simply it is the parent's desire and duty to engage their child and to tell them what they need to know, pertaining to the future, about themselves, about the child's life. Simply put, Father God is not asking us to work to attain these spiritual downloads from heaven.

He just wants to give them to us. He will give us the knowledge that we need, the revelation that He wants us to have.

God does not even want our spiritual formulas as a means of access to reach Him..Where did these "methods" even enter in the church to reach this God. He is completely accessible, all of the time, anytime. He lives inside of us! The Godhead, the Blessed Trinity lives inside of me and you. We can tap into God within us at any time.

Get rid of your formulas, they will only lead to dissatisfaction, since they are the "only ways" you may know to reach Him...He wants to meet you and reach you and greet you and impart to you from His mind to yours without even you asking for it.

To be cont'd.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

We curse you fig leaves!

Genesis 3:1-9Now the serpent was the shrewdest of all the creatures the Lord God had made. "Really?" he asked the woman. "Did God really say you must not any of the fruit of the garden?" " Of course we may eat it," the woman told him. "It's only the fruit from the tree at the center of the garden that we are not allowed to eat. God says we must not eat it or even touch it, or we will die." "You won't die!" the serpent hissed. "God knows that your eyes will be opened when you eat it. You will become just like God, knowing everything, both good and bad." The woman was convinced. The fruit looked so fresh and delicious, and it would make her so wise! So she ate some of of the fruit. She also gave some to her husband who was her. Then he ate it, too. At that moment, their eyes were opened, and they suddenly felt shame at their nakedness. So they strung fig leaves together around their hips to cover themselves. Toward evening they heard the Lord God walking about in the garden, so they hid themselves among the trees. The Lord God called to Adam, "Where are you?"Now look at Matthew 21:18-19In the morning, as Jesus was returning to Jerusalem, he was hungry, and he noticed a fig tree beside the road. He went over to see if there were any figs on it, but there were only leaves. Then he said to it, "May you never bear fruit again!" And immediately the fig tree withered up.I used to read this and wonder why Jesus cursed the fig tree, after all it was only a tree. I used to think. However, the symbolism of this action is much more deeper than that. When Adam and Eve felt shame at the time they ate from the tree, they attempted in their own efforts to make themselves "right" again. To bring about some type of action that would okay the matter of what they did. They covered themselves with fig leaves. It was their own attempt and effort to make a situation better in some way. The fig leaves represent anything we try to do on our own efforts to make ourselves right with God again. And what feeble attempts they are. When Jesus cursed the fig tree He was merely implying that the effort to do things out of own strength to make ourselves right with God should never bear fruit again. Meaning, its over and done with. We no longer have to out of our own strength make ourselves "right" with God. That's what Jesus Christ came for. To destroy the works of the enemy. To destroy our human efforts to try to make ourselves right with God again ever. Because there is nothing we can do to earn that. It was all done and paid for on the cross by Jesus Christ's sacrifice. How often, do we try to live up to a certain reputation or standard, on our own efforts and strength? Many times, and it is all for nothing. Jesus did it once and for all. All we can do now is sit back and enjoy our relationship with Him and out of that love and passion and appreciation of the cross, our actions will speak those of a lover. We do things for the Lord because we want to, not because we are obligated.

Set your sights on the realities of heaven!

First and foremost here is a scripture to meditate on and I mean meditate on Colossians 3:1 (NLV) Since you have been raised to new life with Christ, set your sights on the realities of heaven, where Christ sits at God's right hand, in the place of honor and power. Let heaven fill your thoughts. Do not think only about things down here on earth. For you died when Christ died, and your real life is hidden with Christ in God. here is the amplified version: Colossians 3 (Amplified Bible) Colossians 3 1IF THEN you have been raised with Christ [to a new life, thus sharing His resurrection from the dead], aim at and seek the [rich, eternal treasures] that are above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God.(A) And set your minds and keep them set on what is above (the higher things), not on the things that are on the earth. Okay so....other versions say seek after the realities of heaven...the word seek in the greek means :To seek in order to find a(to seek a thing), b(to seek {in order to find out} by thinking, meditating, reasoning, to inquire into, c(to seek after, seek for, aim at, strive after) 2. to seek, to require, to demand, a(to crave, to demain something from someone) we are to crave..to require to demand these realities of heaven.... I am to crave these rich eternal treasures from heaven...to crave means to have a craving, appetite, or great desire for, to plead or ask earnestly for, it means wanting intensely, to want strongly, an intense desire for a particular thing, to long for, to yearn, to want strongly as to satisfy an appetite....we are to crave these eternal treasures...the word treasure means something of high value by its owner....a prize, a collection of precious things, gems, diamonds, jewels...those are things we can attain in the spirit..hence the reference to rubies in the book of Proverbs...God refers to wisdom as being better than rubies...His eternal treasures are of great worth...and it also means to be fond of and care for, to be attached to..Jesus is our eternal treasure...we want to crave these heavenly things that we can care for and hold dear to us...these rich eternal treasures...i eternally treasure Jesus...whoa! in the verse which reads do not think only about things down here on earth...the word not in do not think, means to deny thought of...and the verse which says let heaven fill your thoughts means to think oftener of... our old life died and we have this new life, this new nature which Christ created..Col 3:10 In its place you have clothed yourselves with a brand new nature that is continually being renewed as you learn more and more about Christ, who created this new nature within you. We should be seeking after, demanding even from God. these realities of heaven to fill our mind. We are supposed to be denying even the thought of earthly things...pushing them aside and not thinking of them at all! Can you imagine a life where we do not even think of earthly things! Not thinking about the outcomes of things on earth, where we will work, these things are not supposed to be taking up our brain space...instead the realities of heaven should be taking up our brain space!!!!!!!!! and that is something we can do by choice...thinking often of heaven!!!!!!!!! my God...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we are supposed to be spending our brain space wanting the higher things of eternal rich value in heaven, not seeking after earthly things..but earnestly desiring these higher things in Christ, in heaven, does not say.,.,where your heart is , there your treasure will also be? my heart is not to be spent wanting after earthly things but after heavenly things..i want to desire those heavenly things. my question is what are the realities of heaven!! Those are the things i demand to know from God!!!!! God is in heaven, let heaven fill your thoughts..therefore...let Gods presence fill your thoughts!!! The inebriation of His divine nature filling my thoughts! If i am stuck on Him...my God..that means I am seeking after Him and His rightousness which is Jesus Christ..all those other things will be added to me...Seek first His kingdom and His rightousness...His kingdom is rightousness, peace and joy in the Holy Ghost...This is like living in a completely nuther element! Heaven is a reality...i want to know about heaven that is my desire and that is what i aim for..Hallelujah! Our thinking belongs to the Lord Jesus Christ, not to me not satan but to Jesus...we have now tapped into the mainline to our living God, our living creator...Jesus sits at the right hand of God in honor and power...the realities of heaven are seeing angels..having visions and visits with the Lord ...hearing His voice..receiving revelation about your future and the future through heavenly dreams and visions..seeing into the spirit...having God pour His spirit of prophesy over you...the realities of heaven are no sickness...letting God anoint your hands to lay them on the sick and have and see them being healed...being able to speak words of life and encouragement into the lives of those around you who are hurting...being able to prophesy to them what God wants them to know so that they will know God is speaking to them and have their hearts changed towards Him...it means going to heaven and seeing your home in heaven...seeing the saints and the angels around His throne...being open to the spirit ....its all yours!!!!

Enoch

Holy Spirit totally opened up my eyes to something awesome tonight...This is concerning Enochcheck it out!New Living Translation5:21-24When Enoch was 65 years old, he became the father of Methuselah. After the birth of methusaleh, Enoch lived in close fellowship with God for another 300 years, and he had other sons and daughters. Enoch lived 365 years, walking in close fellowship with God. Then one day he disappeared, because God took him. The words for close fellowship in Hebrew mean continually and to be conversant..This for the record was all that was reported about Enoch in the book of Genesis....my next reference will be the book of JudeJude verses 14-15 (New Living Translation)Enoch, who lived in the seventh generation after Adam, prophesied about these people. He said "Listen! The Lord is coming with countless thousands of his holy ones to execute judgement on the people of the world. He will convict every person of all the ungodly things they have done and for all the insults that ungodly sinners have spoken against them. "Now how did Jude know that Enoch prophesied these things..when nothing was mentioned about Enoch's words except how long he lived, that he had children, and that he walked continually with God and then all of a sudden God just took him up? haha....well Enoch wrote some stuff that didnt really make its way into our here bible, yet Jude empowered and Holy inspired by the Holy Spirit mind you, brings this up in his letter...oh so many mysteries we do not know about yet how much God wants us to search them out..and when you live closely with God, He will begin to unravel mysteries to you, by Your heavenely encounters with Him..He can reveal to you mysteries and things that seem a secret..things that seem hidden...I did find an awesome link to the book of Enoch, if anyone is interested in reading about it, thanks to Brandon Barthrop for putting this on his website...Go to Red Letter Ministries http://www.redlettermin.com/home.html under category Bible Bliss you will see the link called The Book of Enoch the Prophet ...the link to the site is.. http://www.sacred-texts.com/bib/boe/boe004.htmThis makes for delving deeper into Gods word and the mysteries of His excellency...hehe enjoy!

God's love for us and the Son....

Proverbs 8:17-31"I love all who love me. Those who search will surely find me. I have riches and honor, as well as enduring wealth and justice. My gifts are better than gold, even the purest gold, my wages better than sterling silver! I walk in rightousness, in paths of justice. Those who love me inherit wealth. I will fill their treasuries.""The Lord formed me from the beginning, before he created anything else. I was appointed in ages past, at the very first, before the earth began. I was born before the oceans were created, before the springs bubbled forth their waters. Before the mouintains were formed, before the hills, I was born-Before he had made the earth and fields and the first handfuls of soil. I was there when he established the heavens, when he drew the horizon on the oceans. I was there when he set the clouds above, when he established springs deep in the earth. I was there when he set the limits of the seas, so they would not spread beyond their boundaries. And when he marked off the earth's foundations, I was the architect at his side. I was his constant delight, rejoicing always in his presence. And How happy I was with the world he created; how I rejoiced with the human family! "And so my children, listen to me, for all who follow my ways are joyful."These last verses state that wisdom, Jesus Christ was God's constant delight!The Hebrew word for children in that last sentence is actually sons. Next look at Matthew 3:16-17 After his baptism, as Jesus came up out of the water, the heavens were opened and he saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and settling on him. And a voice from heaven said, "This is my dearly loved Son, who brings me great joy."Matthew 17:5 But even as he spoke, a bright cloud came over them, and a voice from the cloud said, "This is my dearly loved Son, who brings me great joy. Listen to him."I write this note because while I was spending time in the beautiful Gloray of God..He showed me awesome things..He took me into the Spirit into this time when it was just Jesus and Father and Holy Spirit..this time before the world was created and He showed me how much love He had for Jesus, His son..when it was just them...whoa so precious, so awesome, was the love and it's not gone, there was so much love God had for Jesus..He looked on him with so much adoration and joy. So proud and loving towards Jesus Christ...the only way I can possibly describe it is...like a father and son at a baseball game..where the son is gonna play at and the father is so proud and so excited that the son is going to partake in this game..this game..is of so much importance to the father..its like nothing else matters except this game and I see the Father figure and I see Jesus almost like a young lad of about 13 in a baseball uniform and oh how the Father loves Him!This love that the Father and son have is so joyous..this relationship is so joyous...and the delight of the relationship is so awesome that God just wanted other sons like Jesus...and Jesus was so happy that that was what God desired that He rejoiced at the side of God while God created us..He was sitting next to the Father delighting in Gods creation! Happy, and joyful, delighting in God's ideas. This joy was so great that every thing the Father made Jesus rejoiced with! And if you could see this rejoicing..Jesus was completely ecstatic at our creation! He was saying o yes, daddy, o yes! To everything God was making. Jesus was completely happy that we were made. That is why we were made, that is why we were created. To have this awesome relationship with our Heavenly Father in which we can rejoice in each other!Now that is yummylicious!

Friday, September 25, 2009

Yes that's right

Yes. thats right and completly correct. God was in the middle ofeverything......involved in people's lives.......bringing heaven to earth...when people left His presence there was no shadow of a doubt that heaven was manifested in the lives of those around Him..it was no doubt that heaven had kissed them.....

Are we leaving people with the kiss of heaven when we have left them? Have they heard the love song of heaven when we have left them?

My life is and should be heaven on earth to those around me...what does heaven look like in you?

God's love to you is that you are deeply loved by the Father....He gave Jesus for you to know the depths of His love..you do not have to be perfect....in fact Jesus died for you so you would never have to be perfect....Jesus death enables the Father to look at you as if you already were...you don't have to be good...God's love is so unconditional...All He desires is for you to know His love and to hear the love song which was written about you long ago..before you were born...you were a dream in His heart that came true....you are a dream come true to God.....forget religion...and forget perfection....come into a relationship of love...forget all of your mistakes...you have come to love..and to feast on the love and joy He ordained for you since time began!.................O come you...you who are weary and burdened..He will give you rest for your soul.....cease from striving to enter in and let His love take you in .............He always wants to take you in..........always............

Monday, August 24, 2009

God's Creation

We are all God's wonderful Creation. So before you get upset at a person who maybe is not saved...you may want to stop and be reminded that there is such love that God has for His Creation. We often times get fed up with unsaved people and how it's us against them, but I often have forgotten how beautiful is His creation, and in the face of the people I come across I can look at them with the love that God has for His prized Creation. Such a reality to me, such a reality awakened within me, such a beautiful way to glance at this Creation that He so loves, that He loves so much, that is sooo very precious to Him. So precious that He sent Jesus to die for this Creation and was resurrected for each one, the gift of salvation can be received and each person can be restored once again to this God who created them. I long to take a long look into the faces of the people I encounter on a daily basis and instead of judging anyone who doesn't know the Lord, I get to look at them with love of Jesus Christ and love them genuinely with a pure heart. I get to love them with the love of Jesus and see how beautiful they really really are. I get to see how awesome and the destiny the Lord had for them, in the beginning which was to become closer to Him and walk with Him, to have dominion over the earth, I get to see the intention that Jesus had for each child, For each person. And I get to see how the enemy has tried to come in and destroy that beautiful thing in each person who isn't following after God. I get to see this awesomeness that is in each one, inside of each one.



Every time I see a person I do not know, I get to take a look into the eyes of this prized being, this wonderful Creation that God looks at so lovingly. No, God is not waiting with a big stick to beat us because we do not know Him, or know of Him, this is a God who's heart beats so steadily for the one He has created. This is a God full of love that prizes and cherishes this so awesome Creation. God is Holy, not for our sake but because He is Holy, and we need to look unto a perfect God, He says let me perfect because only I can be, and one day we will be perfect as He is, but for right now, we must believe that Jesus death has made us right before the eyes of God and that there is nothing more that we can do to add to that wonderful gift of salvation.



He looks at us as though we are already perfect because that's what the death on the cross purchased. He, Jesus loved us so much that He dared to leave heaven and step down to die for us. To die for this wonderful creation that He could not dare to see go a second longer without redemption. And all of heaven and earth groans for the day when the Sons of God will realize and awaken to let the Glory of the Lord rest upon the whole earth, when the whole world is filled with the Glory of the Lord. All we are living for us for the fulfillment of the times. The fulfillment when the Lord will come and judge the earth. Judging not the people but the things that stole His people from Him. The Lord will come and we will rule and reign with Him. We will see Him and we will triumph with Him.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

New Wine

After going to John Crowder's meeting in Austin last week in April, I have since been whacked out in Jesus like every single day. I know that my love and compassion have risen and grown..I have more zeal and compassion for people in the world that I did not have before. I am growing in my relationship with God, I am feeling His love and being healed in all kinds of areas in my life right now..from childhood...and things like that which is an awesome thing always. I am more sensitive to others and my spiritual discernment has grown. My adoration and appreciation of what God has done has grown tremendously. The anointing has grown..when I pray for others and talk to them they can feel the anointing...that is not something that I have done by any means. I have just been spending more time with God in His presence getting buzzed out and getting bold for Christ so that I can go out and pray for miracles, signs and wonders for people. I feel unreligious..so relating to others is better for me. One of the main things that has really got me with this whole thing is my realization of how many christians are just concerned with earthly things instead of heavenly realites. The word of God says to set your sights on heaven above and to let heaven fill our thoughts. To let the reality of heaven fill our thoughts. Tell me where in the bible it says to constantly be talking about your problems down here on earth? To constantly be talking about our defeats ...we are supposed to be exalting Jesus over our circumstances. We are seated in heavenly places. And that changes our approach to problems in our lives. I know that getting whacked out in Jesus is chasing my depression and feelings of hopelessness away. I have been given joy. Much persecution has come since this whole thing happened. I have had friends engage in petty arguments with me accusing me of stuff that isnt even true. I have been accused of stuff from my family that is not even true. The enemy has tried to intimidate me with fear, all kinds. Because he is just trying to slow me down. But whenever you step out to do works for Jesus, such as prayer in the streets, discipling someone who is getting set free..growing in the love of God ..realizing the love God has for you..the more persecution you will experience. But the word says to rejoice for great is our reward in heaven, and its to be expected. Also, if you are being persecuted that means you are doing something right. Because the enemy doesn't really attack anyone who is doing nothing. But we can't let him try and intimidate us, because God's work will prevail. The gates of hell cannot prevail against the kingdom of God. The kingdom of heaven suffers violence and the violent take it by force. Of course the enemy doesn't want someone to get delivered..of course the enemy doesn't want someone to get healed..or to know and realize that God loves them. God does want miracles to break forth in the streets. The kingdom of God is one of power! People want to feel His power not just hear His words, although there is nothing wrong with that either.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Friday, April 17, 2009

Pearl of great value

Once you have sold all to get the treasure..the pearl of great value..why would you want to turn around and sell it ...?

real real real real real love

Love is pure...pure amor...

Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. Love does not demans its own way. Love is not irratble, and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged. It is never glad about injustice, but rejoices whenever the truth wins out.. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. Love lasts forever.

As long as I take this code of love with me whereever I go...I cannot go wrong. It can go with me into the deepest parts of darkness on this planet..it can go with me to the most unruly people..it can go with me into the places where I'm not supposed to be around..It can go with me as I talk to people I'm not "supposed" to be talking to...this true love will win the lost...this true love..

Unreligious!!!!!!!!

So today i woke with an unsettling feeling in my mind...mainly due to the fact that I live with an unsettling individual and sometimes what they are experiencing tries to mesh with me and I dont take to it real well and have to dwell upon God's love. I have to renew my mind with God's love, there are so many things I have had to battle when it comes to God's love. Myths I have had to disspell in my life over the years. It sucks at times. Most of the time, I am just praying for more revelation of God's love for me...constantly sometimes..several times in one day. Because I know I can only really understand it through the Spirit of Revelation. I am learning how to not rely on man completely for all of my answers but on God. Seek God first and then talk to someone about it and see what kind of feedback they have on it. It amazed me that all of this time I have been hearing from God and just been receiving confirmation from God at church this whole time. This whole time that I have thought I have been so sinful because of things I have been doing...your sin does not keep you from receiving revelations from God! Ha that is so funny and mysterious to me..your sin does not keep God from speaking to you at all.. It is all about your heart. Where is your heart? We judge so much from the outside..well they are sinless...they must be fine...maybe. It's all about the heart. God knows the freakin heart! I love that this God knows where my heart is today. I have been battling expectations that I have on people. People in the Body of Christ are supposed to be loving. I don't know how certain groups even exist without God's precious love thriving in it. I don't know how certain groups exist if they don't make people feel welcome or part of their group. Who does man think he is to exclude anyone from any group for whatever reason. There is an all knowing God who knows all of the thoughts of man and do people really think they are getting away with these hidden actions that they try so hard to cover up with fakeness? Do people really think that God does not see if they are intentionally ignoring someone? Like God's sitting there..pretending not to see or know? So funny, God knows everything, He knows when someone is being intentionally rude or not loving, when someone is trying to boast to make themselves the center of attention, when someone is snubbing someone else, when they are ignoring someone on purpose, when they don't say hi when they are supposed to, or don't reach out when they know they can. God knows everything. What is mans purpose in these actions? Selfishness..that's all I can think of. Following after their flesh and not God's purposes in the area of love. This generation is looking for love..I spent time yesterday just crying out to God for my generation...screaming at the top of my lungs for this generation..this screaming just came over me, I could not take it, I could not hold back...it was a way I cried out to the Lord that I have never cried out to Him before. It was like this scream of reality of knowing that deep within my spirit man something was crying out to God. We have been giving all authority to make declarations for what we want in His kingdom. We have been given power to ask from God this generation as our inheritance. We can take back this generation from the enemy's grip and lies. It takes power, it takes intercession. It's merely just coming before God's throne and saying give us this generation. It's ours. It's our inheritance! He already wants to give us so much, is that in His will? You freakin bet it's in His will. So are we taking the land? Are we taking the land that already freakin belongs to us????? It's there for our taking...no begging or pleading...but taking my people. We are more than freakin conquerors....so why aren't we taking what rightfully belongs to us???? The harvest belongs to us! God wants us to have this harvest of souls...so let us rise up and take it! All that God has for us! I don't want to die not taking what God has for me! I don't want to die, thinking if only I had taken the land...it was there all along..but o I just didnt have the guts to do it. What a cowardly way to live and an insult to Jesus death...for He died for me and was resurrected so that I could live in that power of being more than a conqueror. I don't want to miss it. No, not at all! Not one second more.